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The difference. . . astonishment
I read some old journal things last night, it was astonishing. I have changed a lot, without changing at all. hmm.. how do I explain this? As a child, I got extremely worked up about little things. Now I get extremely worked up over bigger things (like scholarships, college, seeing people, homework etc.) I wonder if i've changed, but looking back ( Read more... ) -
The Night Before Christmas
"You'll be doing alright, with your christmas of white, but I'll have a blue christmas."
It's the night before christmas, and here I sit writing in my journal. While many things have been coming and going, various projects and such. Nothing has mattered too much. It's kept me busy doing all my little school work.. but in retrospect, does it all ( Read more... ) -
Darkness is Scary
I seem to be having distributing sort of dreams lately, the kind that actually have a twisted lil plot to them, but every time I go to remember, them. I forget. (yeah the dream journal fails in that aspect) It's kinda creepy because I can usually remember my dreams in great length..so what's my problem? What's my disturbing existence to the point ( Read more... ) -
The turnabout
Well its a been awhile but lets just pretend it hasn't, k ( Read more... ) -
Why+IF= A Rant
Why and If are two words that seem to plauge me nowdays. I don't know if its because they are infinite, or because they seem to be answered to quickly. I know that cancels each other out but they truely work both ways. It started with... "if" I enter this essay contest, will I truely enjoy the reward of washington DC? my answer to that was yes.. ( Read more... ) -
The Death of TNK
Now, I know this is kinda my first post.. so I should say something important or interesting, but I just don't have it in me right now. You see, a forum I have posted on for what seems like my whole freakin life just died. It is now an archive of memories that i'll miss. And i'm now net homeless, and my heart was buried with it. It really bites, ( Read more... ) -
The History:Read At Own Risk
Since, well I just wanted to sort continue my last journal on a better world *coughsxangahasmyfullhatecough* but desired to keep my old entries. This post is simply posting the past, oh, and don't expect all journal entries to follow a format, i'm saying bullshit and fuck you to formats.
THE PAST: slivie history
