and so yesterday i let go of the one thing i ever wanted. im proud of myself for doing what i did, ive never been able to say the things i did and stand up for myself to him.
"if you love something let it go, and IT will come back" god i hope so.
fuck drinking. its not worth it. it s not worth losing the four boys/brothers that matter the most to me. its not worth acting the way i did to them. i love them to much, with my life.
you getting caught making kissy faces at sevor inspires me. haha. ooo and lets not forget when you flashed me and sevor caught that too. hahahahahahahahhaah.