OK OK.. I THOUGHT AT FIRST I WAS GUNNA BE HOME TO STAY AND I WAS WRONG.. I WENT OUT AGAIN LAST NIGHT AND THE NIGHT B4..WAS RANDOHM RANDOM FUN-NESS.. AND WELL THATS ABOUT..TMRW I HAVE DANCE.. DONT REALLY WANNA GO, BUT BLEH IM FORCING MYSELF TOO :-[ IUNNO.. DEVON LEAVES TONIGHT AT 2 IN THE MORNING.. ILL PROB DIE AFTER SHE LEAVES, AND I JUST DONT KNOW ( Read more... )

ahhh i havent been home in forever and days.. blah ive been with dezi n devon.. and that was the last time to hang with the devon for about 2 months now :-( bleh.. but ya i had the craziest of times.. spent most of it with dezi n nicole at first... we had fun stayin up all night n what not.. well atleast i did for awhile lol. i've decided after ( Read more... )

So how about i never really write good days in here. i seem to only write when the bad days come.. but yes, yestrday was a good day, last day of school, and i only had one final to take so yay!! im finally a senior lol..but ya, i saw ezequias, and his family, of big handed-ness lol! but then they left and it was quit fun :-].. his dad sang! and ( Read more... )

well i decided to start writing in this again, cuz, well i need some way of getting my feeligs out! well last saturday was my b-day of course, and well.. it was all too shit, cept spending it with nicole, ashley, n devon! i realized i have totally failed with alex, and if things could get any worse, it would mean were completely over. i feel like ( Read more... )

Late new years= o'well it sucked.... this x-mas break = extra sucky... welcome to my life... ball of suckness

x-mas WASNT AS good as i thought.. got in trouble that day.. had to stay in my room for few hours without nuthin :-( ..... today is monday.. ive only been here 2 days and i've been yelled at more than i can count.. i seriously know y i dont like to live here .. i wish just other ppl freakin saw.. my dads awesome yes.. but jeeze i dont think anyone ( Read more... )

ok so how bout its pissy mood day.. there's freakin nuthin to do since my mom wont let me and like ahhHh i dont know its just an un-care situation.. tried callin ppl even ones i ahvent talked to in 5 million yrs.. like that helped.. just made things worse.. iunno relly LIFE SUXS and ahh i feel like throwing something.... bleh!

THIS WAS THE NIGHT... ♥

i feel ugh relly mean..i was mean to alex, and now he's relly mad at me , and i tried to say sorry but i realized thats not gunna make it better.. MANN I FEEL DUMB AND I CANT SLEEP.... :-( id say i love you but i already tried that and u didnt answer.... :-( thats relly scary and now i feel like a jerk .. and im SORRY ........................ugh ( Read more... )

I will not make the same mistakes again ( Read more... )