today i had a day off from school. i slept in. around 1 o clock, i went to the jelly belly factory in wisconsin with john, micah, bob, and brett. we drove down the expressway with the windows down for a bit. my window was stuck and when i finally got it unstuck, it sounded like the window flew off. it was scary. we got there really fast. there was ( Read more... )

so some of you know, this week has been complete and utter shit for me, speckled with some good. and through the bad came some good. friends who i really wouldn't expect to, came out and helped me with a lot. so thank you. tonight has been designated my night, and all plans are up to me, boo urns. i hope everyone has fun tonight. so far today has ( Read more... )

I don't think I'm anywhere near as strong as I thought I was. Between 2pm and now so much has happened and my emotions can't keep up with the events. I'm trying to get as close to apathy as I can right now because that's the only way I'm not gonna freak out at someone, but if I feel like I'm losing grip now, how can I keep control of myself when ( Read more... )

so it's official, my wisdom teeth will be out next thursday after 2pm. i don't have to come on friday for finals, so that's pretty good, recouping time while most everyone else is at school again. hopefully i get a lot of painkillers since i have a terribly low tolerance for pain, and i can be knocked out fast.... eeeeek.

so the weekend was full of birthdays ( Read more... )

starting to switch to friends only to protect myself. entry number one has already been entered as friends only, so please make the switch. thank you.

sitting in science and society thinking shit, this next semester is gonna be so long. it feels fuckin amazing knowing that one semester is just about over. final project for econ due in 10 days, final essay in english next thursday. gym, i don’t have to come, science i don’t have to come, so my friday of finals consists of me sleeping at home. the ( Read more... )

recap of what i can remember from the 2nd half of break ( Read more... )

it's hard to be so optimistic when i look back at the second half of last year and the first 20 minutes of this year. why do things have to be so hard? to make the good times seem better? thats a load of shit because even the good times are starting to blur into the bad. or bad things will take over the good ( Read more... )

so i don't know whether i have like a sinus headache or a head cold or what, but something's goin on in my head. i just showered and the wetness in my hair makes it hurt more. i go to one room and i'm cold, the next room and i'm hot. i don't get it. prolly from walking around outside yesterday. at the zoo, then after. but all good cause last night ( Read more... )