[Fic] Inferiority Complex [YGO]
It's too much. The touch is too much, the feeling too intense... he can't accept it, for he has nothing to give back of equal value.
Eyes shut tight he tries to think, desperate to come up with anything he can repay the kindness with, if only so he doesn't have to refuse the kisses pressed to the side of his throat...the hand between his legs.
"K-Kaiba-kun" He can't help but gasp the other boys name, half out of his mind with the sensations that he provides, but still coherent enough to call him by surname and honorific.
" Stop.. " It's the opposite of what he wants to say, but it's the right thing to say. He's Yugi Mutou, his life revolves around doing the right thing. He can't take what Kaiba is giving, because he'll never be able to pay it back. It's not even a matter of reciprocation, because that he would do more than willingly, it's a matter of worth.
His hands are inexperienced, their touch has no value. He is without the knowledge of how to elicit moans and gasps, in this game he is worthless. Whatever instinct he's supposed to have about the matter is only telling him to lay back, to beg and plead, and to let himself be molded by the long fingered hands that touch him so nicely. Sure, that part would be easy, but what of afterwards?
The irritated growl from the lips that crush against his own gets only a sigh in response. It's not as if wants to squirm away. It's just that he has to. This affection is not meant for him. Maybe someday, if he actually does get some height to him.. if his eyes darken.. if they stop being so wide.. maybe then he'll be good enough for this. Maybe then he'll be attractive enough to pay back the kindness, maybe then he'll have played enough of these games with boys and girls to know what to do, if Kaiba is still interested then.
A thought occurs, and he can't help but ask, pulling away once more much to the other boys annoyance.
" Is this charity? "
' If I say yes will you shut up and stay still? '
He considers it, cheeks flushing as he glances away. Well.. if it was charity.. it'd be embarassing, but maybe it'd be okay. Kaiba must think the same, because his hand goes right back up his shirt, sharp teeth nipping at his earlobe.
' Fine. Charity. Whatever. It's tax-fucking-deductible if you want it to be.'
Oh. Well that would be nice for KaibaCorp maybe. Charity is nice. Very nice. Sort of like the tongue in his ear is nice. There was a saying for this kind of thing wasn't there? Something about horses.. charity horses and the things they do with their teeth..
Yes. Something like that.