and on and on and on and turn me on

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 nothing matches like it use to, I can't connect or even think about what's coming next

I'm just getting drunk in the shower and skipping class 
I'm just waiting for him to get home

I'm just listening to the same old songs and not feeling a god damn thing

I keep waiting to not feel so boring 
I keep waiting 
I keep trying to match and accept and want

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FLESH RIPPED OFF

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BECAUSE HOW THE HELL WOULD ANYTHING
ANYTHING
EVER BE THE WAY I WANT IT TO BE

thats the way I said it then
and i hold to it love

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I had one of those
it was painted black and had pink hearts all over it

i wish i still had it.