O i forgot to add that at the dance I told Sean Mcarthur I hated him and that he should be sorry for the hell he put me through....It was so cleansing...he asked if we were good now... i said yea we were...i really think we are...i don't hate him anymore...its amazing

Guess wat I found out yesturday....I have a food phobia which explains why I don't eat

Its not that I have an eating disorder...its a legit phobia
I am afraid to try new food
I have to go start seeing someone to help me out with this...I hope its not a therapist
I hate therapist

GAH I am outraged ( Read more... )

I wish people would tell me their problems... it doesn't matter to me who it is... I just want to someone to talk about themselves or anyone else to me...maybe that way I wont make any stupid ignorant comments

Ahhh so I went to get my permit today ( Read more... )

Ahh! I really need to talk to someone but there really isnt anyone to talk to! I mean everyone is like yea i'm here for you, you can always tell me or some shit like that...no, they really don't care they would much rather talk about themselves which i've accepted because look at me... i want to talk about my self! I am so fucking self-centered I ( Read more... )

I've decided I should make an official apology ( Read more... )

I had a great birthday

Thanks I really needed something good to happen

Boy Meets World is my PROZAC

There is nothing worse 
than realizing no one can help you
there arms might be there
but they can't catch your fall
what if you never rid yourself
of this wretched, murky, rock like thing
and all that is around you is the clearest crystal
you take a quick glance
because maybe its not that bad
but it's just as you feared
so quickly look away and turn to go
and ( Read more... )