so for the like 3 people that read these. if you haven't heard i'm moving to wichita, ks at the end of june. june 30th will be my last moments living in this shit hole. i won't have to deal with stupid people i've dealt with for years. i won't have to wake up and dread every second of every day because it's all the fucking same as it's been for ( Read more... )

i am trying my hardes tto make this post coherent. but i've had wquite a bit to drink tonight and cannot ebe held respoinstible fo r how this rturn sout. i'm typing with my eyes close dand i feel kinda tired but not really,. not my eyes are open now. they rae. i'd walk through hell for you let it burn right through my shoes. i love this ( Read more... )

so, today was a good day to start. i got a lot of needed sleep, woke up around 1:30 in the afternoon. i went outside, mowed what i could of the lawn before it started raining. came inside and did the dishes. cleaned the rest of my room, finished laundry. took a shower and shaved. it was just one of those days where i felt like i should do ( Read more... )

i wish i knew how that felt. to just come to grips with the end and not have the ambition to do a damn thing about it. sometimes i feel like giving up is the best idea, but i can't bring myself to do it. life really just confuses the hell out of me. i don't understand a lot of things, and the explanations i am given just don't thrill me at all ( Read more... )

i can't think of a thing to put in this

really unbearably shitty last few days. lots of horribly bad news all packed into a 48 hour period that has just driven me to complete melancholy. i don't know how to explain how i've felt the past 2 days. only thing i can really say is i'm glad that things are sort of looking up and hopefully will get back to "normal ( Read more... )

i'm seriously so bored, i'm going to just post pictures i find extremely amazing


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and this man just figured out he can post from his phone. so, more frequent updates? i think so. work is le suck,but at least it's nice out today. i'm going to sit on my deck and drink a beer later. come join me!! break time is over. call meeeeee after 3. or text throughout the day. keep me occupied.

where did march go? i don't remember much of anything from this month. my drinking habits have increased at a somewhat alarming rate for me i think. just this past friday i killed a bottle of jaeger and a 6 pack of PBR. not to mention the alabama slammers stephanie bought me at pastabilities. i can't really keep up with this. i spend ( Read more... )

i don't know why i still have one of these. i never check it, nor do i write in it often enough to make it worthwhile. i suppose being free helps ( Read more... )