the journal no one will read.

[sluddyclaudia]

i can't find motivation for anything anymore. today i sat in art history recitation supposed to be discussing Diego Rivera's murals, when the bulk of my discontent hit me. sure i love life here, but i don't know what i'm gonna do. i literally will work like two/three hours a week tops, unless i have a paper or a midterm the next day and then i

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[samuraiseisei]

its okay dude. i think a lot of people in their first year dont know what they want to do...i was feeling that way up until a few weeks ago, then i forced myself to make a decision just so that i would stop worrying. im sure you will be inspired soon. love you.

thanks

[sluddyclaudia]

yea. i mean i feel like until i figure out whether i want to do architecture or not i should probably just sit tight and wait. cuz i mean there's nothing to really do about it know i guess. yea. ben was like "so many other freshmen feel the exact same way." and i know it's true, but i'm not sure if that really comforts me to know other people feel the same way, cuz i just see the people who know exactly what they want to do.

[squarezaku]

buck up kiddo!