this is the fourth one. I'm not much into trust. there aren't enough books to fuel the things I have to say. the sound of the pencil on this paper is likely bothering everyone, but I really could not care less what's going on through their heads or in their minds. she obviously didn't get the message. we have until 14 before our air supply is cut ( Read more... )

I am mesmerized
and he is positively unsure.
twilight to starlight
biker gangs and steel string guitars
that's all we know.
a bunch of misfits
this is not good luck.
a book of release
it is much less a reason to survive
that fabric matches my dress...did you know?
hawaiian hardcore entices millions.
smiles are few and far between
but I have a smile for each of ( Read more... )

so you bought her a ring
cheer her up, lift her spirits
you know...all that jazzy stuff
knock her off her feet
otherwise, get lost.

oh, you know, I was just another casualty
a victim of your genocide
and you were never good at being discreet
but I thought I could change you
heal your melodies of madness.

that's right. just like you said.
"I hope we don't go. ( Read more... )

Oh, what a life you must live at the edge of 15. Not really, I reply. I guess I'm more of a thinker, not a doer. I wish it was the other way around; that way, I wouldn't have to spend so much of my time on decisions and logistics. It'd be a more exciting path, I believe. On the other hand, I probably wouldn't be as inclined to write, read, create ( Read more... )

the approximate time is 14:03
I'm probably wrong
but I can handle it...
it's the least of my worries.

about you.

we're foreign to each other.
miles and miles of untouched skin
mountains and valleys of undiscovered flesh
let me get to know you.
I don't need a map.

the electricity that travels
between the two of us
the shockwaves
unimagined; undefined; ( Read more... )

Lock the car doors
Move the seats up
Fog the windows
Turn the music on.

Its all backwards. I'm slurring all these words. Knock on the window, call for help. She's selling her art and wine and wisdom for nothing more than a chance to stand near the youth that she once was. I feel for her. So long, winter. I hope I never see you again. You come in like ( Read more... )

there is only one moment left
to say everything I've ever held in.
where do I begin?
with the I love you's?
I think not.
the regrets?
perhaps.
the truth about me?
I could settle on that.
how about "I've moved three times"
or "I'm technically an only child"
but "I theoretically have siblings."
I live under sulphur skies
with only one landmark
I'd live here for ( Read more... )

Well, I'm here.

That says a lot, because really, I haven't been around lately. I'm uninspired, unmotivated and unmoved. Nothing even speaks to me anymore like the way it used to. It makes me tired of thinking about what could happen, instead of thinking about what is happening. Maybe I'm becoming a pessimist, but I could never admit it. You're only ( Read more... )