I saw Chicago last night with Kenny, my Dad, and Teresa. It was a really good time. We ate at Planet Hollywood after it, and I really missed hanging out with Kenny, so it was a lot of fun. The show itself was quite entertaining, even though the voice of one of the leads' wasn't so hot. I got home at 2, which sucked because I woke up this morning ( Read more... )

Rehearsals have been annoying lately. Some people need to step uppp and get this thing up and running. The show is next week... time flew. I'm pretty confident though. I know the show will be good. But I feel that some people in the cast just don't care and don't want to put the effort into it, which is SO frustrating, because I'm putting my all ( Read more... )

I popped a blood vessel in my eye today. It's probably the grossest thing I've ever seen, and it's all due to one thing - STRESS. I learned a lot about myself today, like how I have absolutely no patience, and that I get angered veryyy easily. I get worked up over the littlest things, and I'm constantly yelling and attacking people. This all led to ( Read more... )

Day 4 being sick. I can't sleep, breathe, speak, or swallow, and my doctor is pointless, because all he does is test me for Strep and tell me the results are negative. I have a load of homework that I've been putting off that I have to do tonight, and the Academy Awards are on tonight, which I don't want to miss. My break had such a nice start, and ( Read more... )

I love breaks. It feels like everytime I get back to school from a holiday or a break, I'm on another one. hah. I love itttt ( Read more... )

If you haven't seen the movie Blood Diamond, I suggest you go and see it. It was probably one of the most moving movies I've seen in a while, and it totally changed my perspective on everything. I don't think I can ever look at a Diamond the same way again. Even though I know that the movie wasn't totally true, it was based on true facts, which is ( Read more... )

my junior year is more than half-way over. it flewwww by. before i know it, i'm gonna be a senior, which is crazy. i can't even think about it because it just freaks me out. i feel like i've grown up so fast, and as much as i wanna get out of Brewster and go to college or wherever i'm gonna go, i also wanna just go back a few years; when there's no ( Read more... )

so apparently I'm too personal with my feelings, or so i've been told today. Is there something wrong with not showing my feelings for someone and/or not talking about it? I'd just rather keep stuff like that to myself rather than bragging about it and telling the world. It's stupid. I think people need to just mind their own business and stop ( Read more... )

Superbowl sucks this year. So do guys.

Time passes and people change
but we'll always have our dreams.
After people come and go,
these dreams are what stay, they're all i'll know.

I feel guilty for what I did today. I didn't mean for it to get that far but it did, and I can't take it back. I don't know what I want. I'm confusing myself more than anyone else, and I don't know how to set things straight. I feel like being upfront and honest about everything will just make it worse, but I can't keep living this lie. It's kinda ( Read more... )