We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world ( Read more... )

i am soaked right now thanks to the ryan. i offered to run outside and close his windows for him, that was a mistake. back to brooding as brad would put it.god i feel like shit right now, so much shit going on and i am just not reasdy to deal with a lot of it. i thought that as life went on things were supposed to get easier to deal with. but right ( Read more... )

love is something that i have yet to experience, and something that i really want to feel right now. in answer to brad's question of whether or not love really exists, i have to say that from a my stand point that love is something very real. even though i have yet to experience love at one time i thought i had found it, but that was just ( Read more... )

so i know that i already asked this, but i really did not get any answers from anyone so i am going to post is again.

i have been wondering lately what you guys think of me as a person, and a friend. just something that i have been thinking about lately. just curious i guess.

and daryn i am not gay.

sitting in class writing new journals seems to be my new trend. i can sit here in class and think about some things that have been stressing me out some. last night i told my mother that i wanted to move in with Ryan over this summer. she did not take it to well, made me feel really stupid too for wanting to move out. sometimes i wonder what she ( Read more... )

so i wrote this long entry in school today and i planned to post it, but it is just so long that i just decided to wait a while. so if you really want to read what i wrote just ask me and i will give you the paper and let you tell me what you think. mostly it is about my breakdown friday, but there is some other stuff in there as well ( Read more... )

Death is something that is inevitable, everyone will have to face this fact eventually. What we do with the time in-between is what really matters. Most of use think that in order to be successful in life we have to make a large amount of money. I have to say that is not the amount of money that makes the measure of a man, but how we lives his ( Read more... )

just had like 12 OZ's of vodka, and i am feeling absolutely nothing!

right now i am sitting here typing this while watching aaron ignore me while he plays some game. it is really annoying me. i would be out right now with blake and ryan at medieval times have a blast, but because of money problems i had before the trip i was unable to get the fifty needed to make a reservation. so that really sucks.

so far i have ( Read more... )

it is day three of our trip, and so far things have been really cool. went to the chicago art insitute yesterday and went to some other small shops. the art institute was awesome, i saw things that i thouhgt i would never see in my life time. like a sunday on la grande jatte by seurat, and a real van gough and monet. i was awe struck. also got ( Read more... )