I miss you.

Lately. I've been pushing everyone away from me because I don't want anyone in my life anymore. Even friends. Why the fuck do I have to be like this? I never think I'm good enough for any guy, either. And I'm not just saying this to get some pitty comments, I honestly don't think i have anything to offer to anyone. I fucking hate feeling like this ( Read more... )

who wants to go see gothika with me?

eh? eh?

i found my camera! i'm pretty excited. . .

i went to aki's house today, it was his birthday or some shit.

he told me i was his favorite girl cousin! (hint; i'm his only girl cousin) i feel so special!

anyway;; he's fun. and i need to do my homework, which i probably won't do. i really have to pee though. okay, i'm done. bye.

chris modafuckin' jacobs I WILL SEX YOU.

do all i please, gonna spread the disease, because i wanna.

i'm updating to inform everyone that i changed my layout! hoorah for me, it's plain, like myself. whatever, i enjoy this color. tootles.

jacuzzi & bubbles & jets & mars volta/cursive/the faint/hot hot heat/the strokes is all i need to relax and feel good ( Read more... )

whatever. i'm sick of trying. i'm sick of being nice to people who don't give a fuck, or to people who just turn around and stab me in the back or make me feel like total and complete shit.

fuck you, fuck everyone, i don't need anyone anymore. i'm fucking better off alone. at least i wont make my self feel shitty.

fuck you.

hahahaha it would be funny if one of the trendy coke addicts died!

EvilToeJob: fuck off whore

i can feel it. in my pants, that is.

hanging out with drea & becca = sweet.

ps; coke is the new trend. where the fuck have i been? i hope all these coke head pussies hurry up and switch to heroin! that's the good stuff!

goodnight kids.