no matter how much we fight, tonight i realized that i will always love him and he will always be my baby... haha just like the mariah carey song. oh yeah i went there. BITCH.
I LOVE YOU SEAN.
we need to work through all these small problems so we can have a life together.
i'm gonna go sleep with my baby now cuz i loves him. and i want to snuggle.

i started taking fat girls pills today.

hopefully they will make me not eat anymore. since food is the devil.
the FAT devil.

dude im so sick of fighting with sean. its really depressing that we cant even talk to eachother without fighting. i feel like i cant be with him anymore. its like everything in my life is going great right now and he is the only one bringing it down. its not my fault that everything is going shitty in his life. its like he's jealous so in order to ( Read more... )

yay! me and sean are finally moving out! we're going to move in with our hair dresser! LoL Sam from Curl up And Dye. shes my new siser! im so excited. she has an awesome 3 bed room apartment on trop and rainbow. she has a little girl that i absolutely adore and will love living with. i can not wait!! and i should be getting my car this week... ( Read more... )

i tried to leave him.

i failed.

because i love him.
and i ALWAYS will.

so there's no sense in it.
in fighting.

because no matter what....

he will still be mine.
and i will be his.

FOREVER.

i love you Sean Michael Kirk.

seriously. i am so sick of work. im sick of doing just about the same thing every god damn weekend. i need new people to hang out with. i want to get to know the people that i kinda know, better. i want more friends in my life. i want more out of life. so far it hasnt given me much. cept for a boyfriend that i will love until the day i die. and the ( Read more... )

this weekend was nice... i finally got to hang out with my boo Gabbie. i love that girl. she let me and sean stay at her house then the next day we spent all day eating her foor and drinking her moms beer... then we went to a lame ass party. we shoulda just stayed with Gabbie. *sigh* oh well.

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i only have 6 friends. how the fuck do i find more friends!!!!!! its okay. because people dont really like me anyways. they just pretend. so i dont need more friends! because that would just mean there were more people pretending that they like me. whores. fucking fat ass whores.