I always get confused when I go back to school. One minute I'm ready to catch a bus I cannot get out of here fast enough. Then while I'm packing my things, even while my sister says she'll help me as she is walking out of the house ditching me on my last night here, I don't want to go. I love my family, I do, mostly. I just want to ... I dunno... ( Read more... )

I like being spontaneous and random. Unfortunately, I'm really getting to the age where it's frowned on. A while back I went outside at like, midnight, and just danced in my driveway like crazy and got yelled at by my neighbor XD My friends all think I'm nucking futs, but that's just about normal ( Read more... )

Does it make me a bad person to be a little upset at another person's happiness because I am not the one causing it? I must just be a jealous person, this happens too often. I want to mean it when I say, 'as long as it makes you happy'. I want to be a good, nice person ( Read more... )

I always feel the imperminance of life the strongest when we go to the beach. I think it's the way the waves wash away all signs of one having been there and the way that things that have always been a certain way get changed. At the beach here are some remnants of an old fence, or dock, not sure, but they are huge beams of wood that are sunk into ( Read more... )

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So. I haven't died yet, and whether or not that is a good thing in your opinion is best kept that way. -grins- It is redonculously late for me to be up on a school night, but not so much as it's not unusual. I suppose I would give some sort of update or something if It wasn't so late. But it is. So ( Read more... )

Hullo guys ( Read more... )

Haven't been on in forever. Sorry about that.

Baking all day today =D

doing some drawings later I think. Hurray!

Computer died. sorry ghuys. brbjk XD

need new power cord (i think, hopefully) then will be back online.

Love y'all. be good!

-mel