Well this weekend wasnt a total loss. I have been moving pretty slowly at work because of my back but on the plus my co workers are real helpful about it and are willing to pick up my slack till my back is better so I dont have to call in sick (its really an oji but i have had trouble in the past claiming it as such and do not want to try again in ( Read more... )

I just woke up from a lovely drug induced coma. It seems that half my back has decided that it has had enough and spaz out on me. So for most of the morning I spent laying on the floor in agony until the ibprophen and muscle relaxer kicked in and then I spent most of the day unconcious. Luckly it feel much better now but it is still very sore so I ( Read more... )

Well I survived yet another day at work. Just two more to go then I hit my weekend. I have once again realized yet another thing about myself. Just this past January I decided cheap rent or not I was moving out of my Moms and into my own apartment. Now living with my Mom wasnt that bad. Because she works a 9-5 and I work evenings it was more like I ( Read more... )

As I sit at work bored to tears I have started getting lost in past thoughts and actions. And as I sit here lost in these thoughts one thing has become aparent to me. I have let my fears rule my life. My fear of rejection, my fear of being accepted, my fear of heights, my fear of death, and even my fear of living. I have lived most of my life ( Read more... )

I don't know who will ever read this of if I will even tell anyone I know that I have a live journal, but I welcome those of you who happen to stumble upon this and wish you now a pleasant day and I hope you enjoy my life thoughts and philosophy. If not.... you may kiss my clthulu ( Read more... )