Leaving on a jet plane

[smackinoff]

Well im not really leaving on a jet plane, but ill be leaving again this weeking for the national guard. Its really starting to take a toll on my relationship. But we are doing really well and this is just a couple of speed bumps we will have to get over. Im not doing much just working on the house, drinking and spending as much time with my

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[babylove17]

im sorry the national guard is taking a toll on your relationship :( You were a different person when you were down here! You were happy and you had a life! I can only hope that you guys will end up moving down here! Even if we are not together, I still want you here because you are my best friend and I love you. Im sorry that I say things to hurt you. Its a defense mechanism I use because Im trying to not get hurt.. Its not your fault.. its mine... well I hope everything else is going ok with you... dont be a stranger :)

[smackinoff]

I know its your way of pushing people away...sad thing is, its working

[babylove17]

im sorry.. i never thought i could push you away

[smackinoff]

if you hurt someone for so long or just try to fight with them all the time...what do you expect?

[lil_tink108]

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[smackinoff]

Hehe i thought you might like that

[lil_tink108]

bueno