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bitch, wake the fuck up because there's nobody gonna come save you but yourself and the nice little image you have in your head isn't going to take you anywhere. all the moodiness and pouting about what could have been doesn't mean shit because it isn't happening now. depending on other people for your own happiness is stupid. people are usually out for themselves first no matter how altruistic their motives may seem. depending on someone who isn't altogether happy to make you happy won't work because it'll end in a downward spiral of pain. no matter how beautiful the moment may be, how tempting the thought is, how powerful that quivertingle is...it's only a momentary feeling and things like that pass. if it's not possible then don't think about it. this isn't the first time and won't be the last. the hurt you feel now is nothing to what you'll feel if you fall. don't fall don't fall don't fall don't fall. bitch, you know what's good for you and you know what's bad. you can see the bad glaring you in the face daring you to make a move not caring if it hurts you. don't let it in. falling victim to whim leads you right back to where you started. don't let the whore take advantage of you. the whore does nothing but make you momentarily euphoric and perpetually miserable. the whore is not the answer. the lover is not the answer. fuck them all because all they do is methodically tear the already bleeding heart into smaller and smaller pieces and distribute it amongst themselves and delight in the red pools that form. when they tug on your shirt sleeve don't let them in. shut them out into the cold or it's you who will be locked out...