I ordered a DivaCup. I can't wait 'till it gets here! Then I can't wait until I get to use it ( Read more... )

Who breaks up over a political discussion?

Okay, and also that he doesn't want to put effort into a relationship. Too serious.

But yeah, this is fucking stupid.

I'm taking today off. I want to throw up. My tummy doesn't feel nice.

Brian and I broke up yesterday. It was kind of mutual. I say "kind of" because I wouldn't mind working on things, and he doesn't want to, therefor, I can't be the only one putting any effort in. There are a few reasons of what pushed us to make this decision, but I don't care to get into them right now. We both cried, I think more so over the fact ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I'm taking my little sis to her first shooooow! This is the plan ( Read more... )

oh, and by the way, my car is running well again. It just needed that tune up Hunter gave it, but he crossed two wires. Once they were uncrossed it worked just like the good ol' days. Thank log.

We aren't doing the open realtionship crap anymore. Ha. That lasted about a day and a half. It's not what either of us really want. Okay, so we are at different points in our lives. That's okay. I know I don't want to go backwards. I guess I just needed to figure some stuff out. And I have.

So things are back to normal.

I feel so much better.

I just let out a huge long scream. I think I should do it more often. I want to cry. I feel empty. I know he loves me, I don't like that he hasn't said it since we started this open relationship crap. I guess he feels he can't.

But he should.

I had a dream about us.

Alison is great. I <3 her.

Brian and I are going to do an open relationship.