Feeling "Singled Out"

[small_steph]

Have you ever realized , the day you turn 21 , you're alone? I was thinking back in Dec when i was filling out forms for my Australian visa , how the government was cold and cruel... and how i had noone .. absolutely noone in my life... There i was , going through a shitty breakup and there the form had to ask me to list and fill out the details of

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[bossanoville]

yeah..lately i've been realising..it is true. He does speak.. and its not some cliche. Anyway that was such a great post. Made me rethink stuff. He doesn't dictate us, he always gives us choice and I'd like to think it hurts His heart to see us leap without looking, and being blind to things.

If only we(I) could sit still for a minute and stop making excuses for people and just listen... channel all that blind faith and substantiating and believing/hoping in some guy into having some real faith in the one who knows our needs

Thanks

[small_steph]

Heh thanks... was almost thinking that noone reads this anymore hehehe.... Anyways i've come to that sudden realisation. I realised that everything really happends for a reason , be it good or bad. We learn from all of it.

And one other good things about this whole fiasco is that i've made myself try to get closer to Him... ahem "Try"

[bass_relief]

but you're not 21 anymore!

[small_steph]

Exactly.. i'm not.. and it took all these things to make me fully understand and appreciate the meaning of being an "adult" Knowing about these things are different from understanding them.

When i turned 21 i knew these things, now i feel them.