[.we're so close to something better left unknown...]

[small_t_rex]

I had a good cry this morning. Oddly enough, it started while I was reading the new Jennifer Aniston interview in the Sept issue of Elle Magazine (who btw seems like an excellent human being, Brad has good taste in women

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[meggiep00]

I hope that you throw yourself into it again with the same kind of abandon. It hurts awfully when it ends, but when you find someone who is just as brave and careless, it's amazing. And it will happen. You're too awesome for it not to.

[small_t_rex]

Thank you, dear :)

[anonymous]

You've got my sympathy.

[anonymous]

You know we're all wrong about love at one time or another...that's to be expected. It's not hard to fall in love with people...it's hard to find equality in love.

The hardest part for me was to stop blaming myself for poor judgement. I always thought I was a good judge in character. To know that I somehow failed myself, started to make me doubt whether I'd do that again. And we all know we don't want to go down that path again.

[small_t_rex]

Wow. A song I've been listening to by the band Metric, is called Gimme Sympathy (But I really think you're giving me empathy :)

I know. Oh, how many times "I can't believe I.... " has run through my mind. Slow process of forgiveness for self in choices made that cannot be undone/redone.

Heartbreak makes it hard for you to trust the world, others, and yourself.

[anonymous]

I know the song well...I'm Canadian...the first comment was a reference to it :)

[small_t_rex]

thanks :)

[wavy]

I think I need to do some mediation/reflection too about my mini-failed romance situation too.

<3 I'm thinking nice thoughts for you though.