i don't know how i can be not crying, on the verge of tears, and crying at the same time.

but it's possible.

so i went to my mother and told her some things that came up in my therapy and in the first hour most of it had to do with her be'cos that's where we left off two and a half years ago and we were going back through it as my therapist was just telling me what she knew about me already. and after telling my mom this she gets angry and starts telling ( Read more... )

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this is my new girlfriend.


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can we please talk about how this is my favorite thing ever.

i am trying to write something but every subject i find interesting i know nothing about.
i don't want to have to learn that's why i write bullshit.

i want some waffles no lie.

you know i'll miss you even if you haven't been around in a few months ( Read more... )

i used to want clay aiken to lose the american idol contest so that he could still one day be my boyfriend and wouldn't be busy with publicity shots and recording and what not but i am supposing that since he is already in the top four that no matter what he will be offered so many things to take up his time and my hopes of him ever loving me are ( Read more... )

"and i wonder what it would be like to not be like this anymore and i don't ever want to know."

someone tell me i'm crazy quick before i dwell and drown.