It's the weekend. My parents are leaving for minneapolis (and then jamaica) tommorow sometime. My grandparents are here watching me (shouldn't be too hard to fool them ;) Good has come out of bad. My friend dustin is coming back to iowa for a week to attend the funeral of his grandfather. AHHH one more day closer to my guitar. its gonna be ( Read more... )

Last night i was watching Conan and suddenly remembered that I had to give a speech today. The speech was over our Pet Peeve. I've got many pet peeves. But the one I decided to do my speech on was self-righteous people. Here is what I wrote down in 10 minutes last night for my speech ( Read more... )

I finally convinced my parents to buy me a new guitar! (this may sound spoiled but i never got a birthday present last year). ive got sooooo much make up homework to do because i missed school yesterday because i had to attend my great grandpa's funeral. i'll just do it tonight. lol. ok i have been thinking about my beliefs some more and i will ( Read more... )

i was thinking about myself last night and realized that I am rather odd individual. I am mellow at times and hyper at others. I am deeply paranoid (when i enter a room I look for cameras watching, for example also i am almost certain my room has cameras in it). I am anti-social at times and yet don't want to be alone. I am cynical yet ( Read more... )

I just saw the video for Parabol/Parabola last night and it's got me thinking. What is death? Is there really a heaven and hell? Or do we just rot in the ground? What happens to our "soul" when we "die"? The part of the video which I like is at the very end when the eyes of tool go up into his body and he turns translucent and crosses hand of ( Read more... )

i finally got my mp3 player! it's awesome. the only bad thing is that when i copy my music to it, the order of the songs for the different albums is disregarded and the songs are listed in alphabetical order. oh well i still like it a lot. the subject of todays journal entry is: Email forwards ( Read more... )

I just got back from the hospital in Waterloo where I had to go to get an EKG taken. Apperantly my heart rate is like 20 beats per minute when i am sleeping (very very low) and that it also skips beats often. lol. yah i got out of school at like 12:20 lol. i heard back from walmart today. apperantly my mp3 player will be here by next wednesday. ( Read more... )

umm yah like the subject line of this says. screw walmart. i ordered my mp3 player like 2 weeks ago and they havent even shipped it yet. umm ive been pretty good since the new year. i quit doing drugs, got my act together, started doing my homework, and got back into gaming. I've been pretty much glued to the computer since i installed a friends ( Read more... )