I have posted many livejournals in in the past week. And of course as you could have guess I was going through some emotional trauma. Most of that is settled down and laid to rest. I am still a little vengeful and other undescribible emotions but those feelings are slowly recessing back into my soul ( Read more... )

I know what I got to do. I know that it has to be done soon, but I don't know how to get it accomplished ( Read more... )

Eating is over rated.
Eating is bad.

I'm confused and crushed that I could have meant so little. And yet still I want you bad.

But i know who I am, I know what I got, and I know what I stand for. Yet i still melt when I see her smile.

Where did I go wrong?
What did I do wrong?

Fuck

Things are going well. or at least better than before. There is really no point in this entry other than I wanted to write in here. hmm yea. bye.

Yes I am updating the journal. I have a personality that is comparable to the smell of dog poo on a hot summer's day ( Read more... )

damn I don't write in here anymore. I don't really like writing in here or any where on the internet. It seems like a huge waste of space ( Read more... )

Emotions are running through my head at this time. I wonder I left myself become isolated from many people. I am sure it is my own doing. Some screams at me that just asking how a person is doing and the all to common "what's up?" doesn't show true care. I regret not keeping in better touch with everyone on the list of friends I have on here and ( Read more... )