Comments | smashedxheart: starfish

smashedxheart

starfish

May 23, 2006 13:20

I don’t know what to think or feel for that matter, I mean what happened at lunchtime was incredibly humiliating. It makes me want to give up liking “starfish”. I don’t know why I let Sharon’s friends do what the fuck they did. It made me ran away. I didn’t want encounters like that; I mean do you like anyone? Kind of question, not only did it make ( Read more... )

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3ras3xm3 May 24 2006, 01:28:00 UTC

Rachel you truley need to stop being so hard on yourself and everything you think. You think everything you do is wrong, when in reality it's human nature. So you're shy? You are who you are. So, you like a boy, and he might know? That's the point of crushes and love. You put yourself out there with the known fact in the back of your head that there is that possibilty of getting hurt. Hell, I've been hurt so many times, I think I became numb to feeling those special feelings until a certain point. So people embaressed you? Tomorrow is a new day, they're still assholes, nothing can change that. But you can prove it isn't still getting to you. You can prove you're stronger then they think you to be. Even if "star fish" knows you like him, wouldn't it have only been a matter of time. It's better to know there is a chance or not, then to sit there forever and wonder, "what if?" Don't give up on feelings if they're there. Don't let others affect how you think or feel about someone. And NEVER give up on something when you don't know for a ( ... )

smashedxheart May 24 2006, 17:20:29 UTC

yeah i agree, but now i dont know what i should i do, just start talking to him and be like whatever, or should i "hang out" with him and gradually start a friendship/ i guess i dont ever really know.

3ras3xm3 May 24 2006, 23:02:06 UTC

Talk to him a bit, then come up with the idea that maybe you two could hang out.

smashedxheart May 25 2006, 01:21:45 UTC

wow, thats makes sense, a lot more than asking him how feels or something. One of my best friends, got that idea, and I dont think i like it.

3ras3xm3 May 25 2006, 11:06:17 UTC

Building a friendship, a base to any kind of relationship helps before just jumping into it.

smashedxheart May 25 2006, 21:09:05 UTC

yeah that is ture, i have been doing that lately. Tlaking to tyler in my classes

3ras3xm3 May 27 2006, 03:43:27 UTC

That's good. It starts a base for a friendship or who knows what could happen. Hope everything goes good.

smashedxheart May 27 2006, 23:21:52 UTC

thank you& i hope so too.
who knows?
time is the only answer here

3ras3xm3 May 27 2006, 23:51:07 UTC

Yep yep.

& your welcome.