I sat here trying to make some website thingy for school, info tech class and I began to remember things such as the glow and dark dance. I remember the feelings I had. The way I acted. I think I was happy at that dance either it was that one or that’s 80’s dance. It is kind of vague. I know that one dance I was really afraid. I was like I don’t ( Read more... )

So maybe I am young and naïve to some but I am also stronger than others, my will powers maxes out some days and not so much on others. I sit in class; the people around me act unbelievable. Talking about human instinct, sex and then they act so macho what is with that? Inside you can see their tiny selves hiding their insecurities. Their everyday ( Read more... )

This is crazy stuff. It is so true and accurate which can freak me out slightly. Yet I still decide to read it and look at it. I am very interested in the whole horoscope, tarot reading, and numerology stuff. To me I find it fascinating yet creepy. I do enjoy finding out personality of myself. Not so much everyone else in general, that’s due to how ( Read more... )

the weather is horrible so it sets off my mood a bit.Just a bit. Besides the rain I had a fairly good day and all except for the fact that i was called a dirty whore, a prostitute and a whore for no apparent reason which pissed me off. Then I found out a girl is spreading rumours of me being a stalker. Why would I be a stalker? Especially to ( Read more... )

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i am so fucking angry, hurt and confused. it was just yesterday that we were laughing, having fun. Now he is saying that he cannot associate with me wtf. It hurts me so god damn much. It makes me cry. This compeletly and totally ruined my day. There is so much I could write about it but i still dont undersatnd everything i feel

i wish that all these feelings could just lift up and fly away. It is killing me the pain I feel within and I have to hide and put on a smiley face which isnt alwasy the easiest thing to do for me. I want to cry, but i know that I will be seen as weak if I do. I just cry inside the bathroom stall instead of being seen by all my peers. I just wish ( Read more... )

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How can one thing be so painful? It is as if all it does is drain the necessary strength out of you. It is harder to control your anger, laughter and tears. Crying is almost as normal as eating every single day of the week but not quite. You miss not feeling emotional about anything. You want to be less like that and more what you dream of. Is the ( Read more... )

well I am extremely not in a good mood. Im tired of feeling so HURT! there is nothing I can do about it either, cut off my feelings i think not. Anyways i dont have much tme to write, so yeah laters