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[smdrevolution]

with recent comeabouts, I have figured out my dealio

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[big_chronos]

Visually decided?

Anyway,you arn't useless or a parasite, it's all perspective. Your friendship is needed.

[smdrevolution]

there's a difference between friendship and being needed

every time I hear someone say "I couldn't live without this person", it upsets me. simply because if you did live without them, you wouldn't notice.

i look too deeply into things, and i have a very negative look I guess

but to me, being a good friend and being needed are 2 different things entirely

if i were gone, it wouldn't be that big of a deal for very long

sure it would suck at first, but people get over you

and before anyone tells me to get over myself, everyone is forgotten, and i know that. it's just an upsetting thing to think about, and it's something i don't want to happen

[lef_612]

matt i dont know what id do if you werent here. so dont say that. your friendship is needed, as williams stated.

and its about friggin time that you MATT LEWIS looked around.
you should go on a date or something. open up a bit.
because you have had opportunities, you just havent taken up on them.

maybe you should try it out the next time one strolls along.

[smdrevolution]

which happened once in the last 2 years or so

[incognitos16]

see, you are in a catch 22. People need you for different things, but you dont consider those things as really being needed

[lef_612]

yeah.. im just going to talk to you someother time about this because i dont feel like checkin livejournal all the time

[alexandra_marie]

I agree with everyone to a certain degree. Biologically, we depend on nothing more than food, air, liquid and other things we need to physically function. However, being able to function physically isn't the only thing that matters. Being able to function emotionally and be emotionall stable is a completely different issue. I love all of my friends and I need all of them for a lot of the same reasons, but then a lot of little reasons also. Maybe I can talk about certain things easier with one friend than I can with another. I don't really know where I am going with this, but I know that I love all of my friends, family and co-workers and I know that without one of them, a certain aspect of my life would be different in some way. Saying you need someone doesn't mean you owe your entire existance to them, it means that something you do in your life depends on them, and visa-versa. Each of my friends, family and co-workers help me function in some way

[smdrevolution]

maybe needed is the wrong word

i just don't see anything i do for other people that would be considered an idea of happiness

i feel like i'm just a tool

[incognitos16]

again with the catch 22, it seems like no matter what people say, you always come back with some else that makes it wrong. Now dont get me wrong, i am not saying you are doing this on purpose, but I think you are making a catch 22 for yourself for how ever you look at your life in terms of accomplishments and happiness

[alexandra_marie]

Completely agreed.

[smdrevolution]

im squidward