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School Migraines and omg she's a girl???
So for those of you who didn't know I've been in school for the last 3 weeks for my standards and training course for dispatching, It's been pretty interesting and I've met quite a few cool people shit I even made a friend trippy huh? especially since I am the most socially inept individual on the planet hehe. I had to miss yesterday because of ( Read more... ) -
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**extends middle finger at K.*** i really dont give a shit what you think of me at this point.... I told you how I felt and you dismissed me with out any regard for my feelings stating that "it was for my own emotional health" bullshit and you know it... you wanted to try to find the easiest out you could because you still never gave me a straight ( Read more... ) -
um..hi...my name is blk ink and I have a problem...
I have been queen of alienating everyone I possibly know, but hell if i didn't do that I probably wouldn't be me right? so Yeah I think I pissed Ken off or atleast irked him with my flakiness by standing him up on saturday night, sorry buddy depression sat in made me moodier then shit and not a load of fun to be around ( Read more... ) -
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Coachella is in 75 days and counting.. anyone in LJ land on my flist planning on going? If so hit me up, Benny and his girl might be going and then T from work and Ken may be going at my beggin' and pleading.. well I'm takin smalls to Chucky Cheese so I can kick her ass at skeeball and air hokey. my love to all -
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just because I am the minority in the room does not give you a fucking right to treat me like the token! And by the way there is nothing wrong with listening to Japanese Rock, Japanese Pop or Sigor Ros.. just because it's in a different language and just because I choose to listen to it does not mean that I am fucking wierd.....
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Sometimes the more I think about it the more isolated and alone I feel, I mean I know I have friends but I just don't feel like I can connect with them lately -
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I'm sitting here eating my miso soup thinking about how long work was. one unit pissed me off, a sargent seemd to have gotten irked with me and so went my extremely long night ( Read more... ) -
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i'm a fucking idiot,....i'm willing to deal with you again.. and i can already imagine the kind of confusion your gonna cause me.. i hate you.. am attracted to you.. but i still fucking hate you sometimes..
and why are all the good guys married--i swear.. it'snot fair..
