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Wow look at me posting something...there must be a zombie apocalypse somewhere. There's been so much tv to watch lately and it makes me excited. Supernatural, Ringer, Vampire Diaries, Secret Circle, Criminal Minds, NCIS, Drop Dead Diva, Glee... plus I've been watching a lot of older shows I never got a chance to before.
>it's been months since I've written anything, even my rp-ing has disappeared from my life, but I've been so depressed and withdrawn there's been no point...hell there's really no point now but for the five of you that might care I thought I'd say something. I know I've probably been cut from a lot of people's friend's lists because I don't say anything...heck if I cut everyone who never commented on my posts I'd have like four people on my list; but it's their journals and of course they can do whatever they want with it. Still hurts to be considered unimportant but what else is new.
My fiance is still out of work, we haven't caught a break yet...not fucking one. He does have an interview today, so fingers crossed that this one works out, because I'm at the end of my rope and sanity. My father still doesn't know that Dave lost his job, I feel terrible lying to him but he was the one person Dave did not want to tell.
The wedding is still happening, Oct 15th, less than 3wks away. We have gotten a lot of help from our families in paying for it, but I would only accept the bare minimum because I felt very guilty about accepting anything.
Anyways there's not too much to say, please keep your fingers crossed for him today. Now after all that depressing talk, I wanted to tell you guys that I have a Twitter and a Tumblr, shyhazeleyes if you wanted to add me. After the wedding I'm going to try to be more active online and with my writing. It's something I am going to try to force myself to do, because I need to pull myself out of this depression that I've let myself fall into. <3
>it's been months since I've written anything, even my rp-ing has disappeared from my life, but I've been so depressed and withdrawn there's been no point...hell there's really no point now but for the five of you that might care I thought I'd say something. I know I've probably been cut from a lot of people's friend's lists because I don't say anything...heck if I cut everyone who never commented on my posts I'd have like four people on my list; but it's their journals and of course they can do whatever they want with it. Still hurts to be considered unimportant but what else is new.
My fiance is still out of work, we haven't caught a break yet...not fucking one. He does have an interview today, so fingers crossed that this one works out, because I'm at the end of my rope and sanity. My father still doesn't know that Dave lost his job, I feel terrible lying to him but he was the one person Dave did not want to tell.
The wedding is still happening, Oct 15th, less than 3wks away. We have gotten a lot of help from our families in paying for it, but I would only accept the bare minimum because I felt very guilty about accepting anything.
Anyways there's not too much to say, please keep your fingers crossed for him today. Now after all that depressing talk, I wanted to tell you guys that I have a Twitter and a Tumblr, shyhazeleyes if you wanted to add me. After the wedding I'm going to try to be more active online and with my writing. It's something I am going to try to force myself to do, because I need to pull myself out of this depression that I've let myself fall into. <3