new livejournal. 
add please :]
i hate this journal; i never update cuz i hate seeing the past posts.
so im just gona delete tah whole thing.
ill start updating more.


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i havent updated in so long... i like... forgot how to update.

im good.
me and aaron are good.
well for the most part.
olivers pretty much completely out of my life.
i almost forgot about his existence.
and yea...
thats about putting a happy ending to my livejournal entries.

<3

deputysmiles: meh'did you work today ( Read more... )

i was checking the music sharing system? lol is that still alive?! anyways just so i remember, im gona make an entry of which cds id like to borrow ( Read more... )

today my mom quit her job.

then... tonight... she got it back.

this song ...ouch.

im stressed. extremely stressed.
fuck it i dont wana talk about it. fuck.
i cant even deal with my own shit cuz theres so much of yours.
fuck.

im amazing. i really am. damn. i am just as good as you.

& I'll sit...

& I'll stare...

At the glass that broke last that you were here.
Thrown away the smiles and warmth for your malicious & grotesque intents.
& you...
Just smile as you walk right by the scene while I'm carving words into my wrist & knees.

breathe

stretch

shake

let it go.

ummm why is hot topic suddenly selling cut up diy alkaline trio shirts and old tshirts and sweaters? WTF. alkaline trio is scene now. wonnnnnderful. just in think for the new cd. im sick. probably just last night. went to santa monica pier with some friends. it was extremely cold ( Read more... )

i do not hate my mother ( Read more... )

wtf is THAT about BITCH?! "yea just gotta deal with it" god damn this is my SECOND entry for you! why u gotta give me so much to write about?!

wait i take that back you didnt say that.

...

so wth camel toe, i thought we were homies. why u gotta be like that for?!

"oh, no i just wanted to try it... ill never do it again. really, ( Read more... )