Comments | smeggedyann: so young and brilliantly naive, to the joy and the pain and the days that we would see.

smeggedyann

so young and brilliantly naive, to the joy and the pain and the days that we would see.

Oct 13, 2004 02:14

i hope everyone can pull something from what I’m about to tell. I’m not eloquent in the way i state things, but I believe in some way or another you might get something from this, so I hope it finds you well, and i hope you make it through the whole thing :) i’m not going to include every tiny detail, for the sake of my fingers and your eyes ( Read more... )

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pynk_heart October 13 2004, 07:46:34 UTC

i seriously don't believe this heart is big enough for a sleeve, manda. I do like your detictive work in this, you did search for the truth, which is a real good thing, and a great quality in a girl. I think God does things in our realtionships to strengthen parts of us, that we didnt know that needed to strengthen. When i look back at the realtionships i had, just the realtionships, I notice that sometimes thoses where the only times I grew. I also notice that each realtionship got more Godly, and more loving, and not physical love, but emtionally fullfilling. and that puts me where I am at today. I believe God has a plan for us and its a plan we can't escape, no better then Jonah escaped a whale, but what sucks is waiting. Waiting for that perfect someone to come save us from this dire world, so we don't have to feel cold and alone, but see that person already came, Jesus. BAh, now i'm getting preachy. sorry. Manda you truely are an amazing girl and this story has made me respect you even more. (not that i didn't before, well wait ( ... )

Youch anonymous October 13 2004, 12:32:48 UTC

Wow. That sucks dude. I liked what you said about how these situations are growing experiences. Cuz, they really are. The best times for growth are those times when we're so helpless, so lost, so hurt that the only place we can turn, is to the Lord. And that's how it should be. These times are the greatest because they help us learn to rely on the Lord. When we quit trying to do it ourselves, when we quit trying to make everything work out the way WE want it too, then! then we're finally free to follow what the Lord would have for us. And praise God! that he's got something so much better for you Manda! He cares that much about you. Rom 8:28 - want what God wants.

wish i were there for u ~Jen anonymous October 13 2004, 16:10:06 UTC

manda i love u and i want u to know how very sorry i am that u had to go through that rot. i miss u and i wish u would still go with us this weekend, i want to give u a long hug and try to tell u that every thing will be ok, but i don't know how. if u went i think it might help, Amy would love to c u and so would anna. but if u still don't want to go please give me a call on thurs. or mon.
i love u
~Jenny

Jakes anonymous October 13 2004, 16:55:50 UTC

Hallöchen ( ... )

livetoenjoy October 13 2004, 21:20:02 UTC

i read this the other night on your myspace. then i went right to bed, since it was about 3.30 am or so, and i had to wake up at 7. that night i had a dream that i was in some big city, minneapolis maybe, and i met some guy. after talking for a while, and many subject changes, i somehow come to find out that it was this jake you speak of. once i realized this, i got so freaking insanely angry, and beat the living poop right out of him! it was crazy! then i got arrested for assult, and i tried to call you and tell you about it, but then i woke up. it was a crazy dream.

p.s. i'm really sorry. for my stuff too.