why do i want what i can't get?

[smell_my_feet67]

i've been feeling weird lately. like i'm not completely here or like empty or something to that affect. whatever. i also feel like i'm wasting time, i've gotten that feeling before too, when i was smaller. like there wasn't enough time to do the things i wanted to, like i wasn't using my time to my best ability. i dunno

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[kellbellamamma]

i've been feeling weird lately. like i'm not completely here or like empty or something to that affect
I know EXACTLY what u mean, b/c i keep feeling the same way.. to me its semi-indescribible though, I dunno, I feel plain and not myself,
sometimes its like im watching myself and I dont think Im doing a good job on anything anymore, and it makes me depressed...(which is completely different, but yah know) I love u! <33

[smell_my_feet67]

yeah thats the best way i could describe it, but it doesnt really cover the whole feeling. sometimes i look at myself in the mirror and my flesh seems like not the same person as my spirit

[kellbellamamma]

I KNOW what u mean.. I feel exactly the same, j/w have u ever got caught up in the questions.. like ur lost in all the questions that have no answers or u dont know the answer to, I dunno lately Ive been feeling like that to.. I guess like... helpless like I cant do anything for myself or answer my own questions... but then they wouldnt be questions now would they? I dunno Its weird. I feel like the questions are killing off my happy-heartedness... *sigh*
we NEED to hang out soon! :)<33Kelly