yesterday after school me, taylor and kelly..dundundun! went to chuck e. cheese!!!!!!!!!!!! it was so much fun! i got syd a suprise ( Read more... )

i got about four hours of sleep last night.

i smell like his gum

starting line ( Read more... )

hmmm..my moods have been extreme. extremely happy, and then in a second he can bring me back to where i really am..still missing him. but fuck it "never is a promise and i'll never need a lie". i'm not his doormat so i guess i'll stay in my dreams a while..maybe after conversation #5 i'll be invited to stay there with someone's whos company would ( Read more... )

I'm holding out
And I'm holding on
To every letter
And every song.
I pulled myself out of the day we ever had to meet.

i dunno. this is hard, i just need to stop thinking about him and think about someone else...the problem is, inside i know i hardly even feel for the person i'm thinking about, i just think he's cute.

i can do this. i'm kicking him ( Read more... )

how can i ever stop you from crushing my heart

it was yours to begin with

you know whats funny? you think you can have me whenever you please. and you know what funnier? haha. well i'll keep that to myself. hahaHAHAHAHA. ahem. well i still love you, and i guess part of me always will. but i'm tired of the feeling and i'm bored of the same cycle. i' ( Read more... )

tomorrow is gunna be SO MUCH FRICKIN FUN. so first i go to busch gardens and i'm in shelbys group cuz her dad is chaperoning. HOW FREAKIN COOL HER DADS AWESOME. then taylors picking me up from burdines and we're gunna go watch the ring 2 (YAY) and then shes coming home with me and spending the night and we're gunna make shirts yay. me, alyssa, ( Read more... )

i've been feeling weird lately. like i'm not completely here or like empty or something to that affect. whatever. i also feel like i'm wasting time, i've gotten that feeling before too, when i was smaller. like there wasn't enough time to do the things i wanted to, like i wasn't using my time to my best ability. i dunno ( Read more... )

went to the beach today. it was cold. did a bit of shopping, didn't get much.at all ( Read more... )

not much happening lately. still missing him. he's such a mystery. i just dont know anymore. i've been trying and he just kinda seems to be enjoying his position of power. so proud michelle with dignity, wants to take it away and laugh at the fact he missed his chance, but then real michelle, in love michelle, lets face it, desperate michelle wants ( Read more... )

i miss him ( Read more... )