so cheering practice kicked my ass yesterday, i can barely move today, and i didnt even flip, yeah i suck ( Read more... )

im so fucken pissed, of course ________ hadta drag me into drama which happens anytime i associate with him in anyway. like im so done, even being nice bc its so dumb. im gunna stop tho bc i cant even say wat i want to bc it will just make things worse ( Read more... )

im bored already & i just got home. ryan drove all the way down here bc we were supposed to spend the night here, and then one of his friends called and invited us to a party so we went to montes and then drove all the way back to fram. i had fun tho, i guess i dont really mind hangin out with his friends. so we stayed there until like 12ish wen i ( Read more... )

the fourth weekend was goos. i didnt do much but chill with ryan and we didnt do much which is kinda cool bc we both work like crazy and never get to just be lazy together or anything. altho we did do these things: lynn & natick fireworks, sleep in(which we have never gotten to do together) spiderman1&2, order online for pizza hut-SO COOL, alot of ( Read more... )

that makes sense, kinda like old days i guess.

im starving. as soon as hes done showering were gunna go get some panera :D

okay well thats it.., adddiossss

really bad day at work/day in general. so i napped and went out with erin for awhile which was cool ( Read more... )

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worst day ever. the end.

ps.. ever have that feeling that certain ppl dont like u anymore?!? i dunno wat i did...

Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back.
Maybe, you have to let go of who you were to become who you will be.

took me long enough to let go

gg im at ryans, going to see my amanda sooonn... wooooot :D

so i prolly started ww3.. his ex had quotes from songs that were directed to ryan in her pf and i was like wtf tell her to take them out, and he didnt feel the need even tho she has a bf, so i imd her myself, and she was really nice to me but she was fighting with ryan at the same time, so they both sed mean things and she takes wat he says and ( Read more... )