Mel: Your not on msn, becky says she loves u and is sorry for gettign mad and didnt know youd already had dayna leesa kylie annie tom sam & whoever else make remarks like hers that day about alwaysbeing off with someone else. as for me i understnad. she doesnt have the internet for a few days so shes getting me to write this. love u and miss u even if u dont want to hear that right now :p
I'm not on a computer which has msn, I have to go meet the girl soon. I love you too and I miss you as well. We need to catch up before I go away. I have no problem with people expressing the fact we haven't seen each other for a while, it's just the constant snide remarks of 'but you would much prefer to see someone else' and 'you probably will be off seeing _____ and won't have time for me'. ALL THE TIME. Tell her she doesn't need to apologise however, and I love her too.
Couldn't reply to the other one, because it was locked so i will here.
I wasn't going to go off. I'm over everything that happened. You are a nice enough person. You think i did it, i know i didn't. You'll never see it in your heart to believe me and thats your choice, i can't force you.
Don't be so worried about if i'm going to blow up over some little comment, i was a really stressed guy a while back, i was on the edge quite alot, no that doesn't make up for being and ARSEHOLE to alot of people and i don't expect anyone to forgive me.
Sorry for being an Asshole and i'm sorry, that i didn't have tha balls to stop 'that person' from writing that stuff. i mean, i might as WELL have wrote it, i let it go on. SO i take the wrap for it. I am a nice guy, and i DO actualy give a shit about people. Just, lost track of who i was for a while, you have always been nothing but good to me, you didn't deserve any of that.
It doesn't really matter if you wrote it. Or if you didn't. None of it does. It hurt. A lot. It hurt me incredibly but it's over. and I think it made me grow up a little bit because, God knows, I needed it. I wasn't worried, I just wanted to prevent the possibility of it happening because I'm sick of the petty fighting. And didn't want it to start again. I'm sorry too for being a bitch to you, you were hurting Annie and I retaliated because unfortunately, I'm like that and I hope that maybe I've learnt my lesson to mind my own business and keep out of things that don't involve me. Do you remember once telling me you would deliberately get into a fight with me one day because you thought it would be funny to see me explode and get really angry? Not that it was neccessarily deliberate but I guess you kept your promise :p I'm sorry for behaving like a child, but at the time I thought it was warranted.
Yeah, the only person with the problem, was myself. i dug my own hole. I'm glad i got to see that side of you, i knew you had it in ya!. I dunno, i just want to make things right, or at least put those offers on the table, having enamies is SO gay and, your a cool chick, so is Annie. I was the evil, all you tried to do was the right thing. Just was a bad time for me, and i handled it really badly.
Anecdote time 9in response to his coment) remember the time alice w started the vote of who was the nicest person in our year level and u won unaminously mel? and he *points to shauntheguys comment* says ur a 'nice enough person' ha ha ha mister man, u'll never meet a nicer, sweeter more beautiful perosn than this chick! btw not trying 2 offend u or attack u shauntheguy, just think its funny that obviously u see her waaay differently 2 everyone else who knows her well! love u melly!
well actually thats a lie and u have been replacing us 4 the others and seeing the same ppl mel and dayna feels like u've replaced her 4 a reason she didnt just invent it. im not mad just saying cos i luv u and dont want2 lose u!
Sweetness, must I justify myself to you? :( It appears so. In order to prove it to you here's who I've seen for the last week. Last Friday, I saw Moose then Leesa then Dayna, Sat was a party with noone you know, Sun was the school fair. Apart from Uni and Uni friends, Monday I saw Kylie, Tuesday I had choir and then did stuff with Alex and Stuart, Wednesday I went to REM, Thursday I saw Keely and Moose and last night Bindi. As for Dayna, she does not think I'm replacing her and we had a 6 hour phone conversation last night AFTER we both got home and I am hopefully seeing her tonight. She's about the only person you could say I AM spending more time with than others. Name a day, place and time darling, it's not like I don't miss you too.
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I love you too and I miss you as well. We need to catch up before I go away.
I have no problem with people expressing the fact we haven't seen each other for a while, it's just the constant snide remarks of 'but you would much prefer to see someone else' and 'you probably will be off seeing _____ and won't have time for me'. ALL THE TIME.
Tell her she doesn't need to apologise however, and I love her too.
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I wasn't going to go off. I'm over everything that happened.
You are a nice enough person.
You think i did it, i know i didn't.
You'll never see it in your heart to believe me and thats your choice, i can't force you.
Don't be so worried about if i'm going to blow up over some little comment, i was a really stressed guy a while back, i was on the edge quite alot, no that doesn't make up for being and ARSEHOLE to alot of people and i don't expect anyone to forgive me.
Sorry for being an Asshole and i'm sorry, that i didn't have tha balls to stop 'that person' from writing that stuff.
i mean, i might as WELL have wrote it, i let it go on.
SO i take the wrap for it.
I am a nice guy, and i DO actualy give a shit about people.
Just, lost track of who i was for a while, you have always been nothing but good to me, you didn't deserve any of that.
so.
Sorry.
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Or if you didn't.
None of it does.
It hurt. A lot. It hurt me incredibly but it's over.
and I think it made me grow up a little bit because, God knows, I needed it.
I wasn't worried, I just wanted to prevent the possibility of it happening because I'm sick of the petty fighting. And didn't want it to start again.
I'm sorry too for being a bitch to you, you were hurting Annie and I retaliated because unfortunately, I'm like that and I hope that maybe I've learnt my lesson to mind my own business and keep out of things that don't involve me.
Do you remember once telling me you would deliberately get into a fight with me one day because you thought it would be funny to see me explode and get really angry?
Not that it was neccessarily deliberate but I guess you kept your promise :p
I'm sorry for behaving like a child, but at the time I thought it was warranted.
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I'm glad i got to see that side of you, i knew you had it in ya!.
I dunno, i just want to make things right, or at least put those offers on the table, having enamies is SO gay and, your a cool chick, so is Annie.
I was the evil, all you tried to do was the right thing.
Just was a bad time for me, and i handled it really badly.
THanks for being so pleasent though.
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In order to prove it to you here's who I've seen for the last week.
Last Friday, I saw Moose then Leesa then Dayna, Sat was a party with noone you know, Sun was the school fair. Apart from Uni and Uni friends, Monday I saw Kylie, Tuesday I had choir and then did stuff with Alex and Stuart, Wednesday I went to REM, Thursday I saw Keely and Moose and last night Bindi.
As for Dayna, she does not think I'm replacing her and we had a 6 hour phone conversation last night AFTER we both got home and I am hopefully seeing her tonight. She's about the only person you could say I AM spending more time with than others.
Name a day, place and time darling, it's not like I don't miss you too.
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Even though you don't talk on MSN.
Bitch.
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Even though you don't add my other journal.
Bastard.
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how are your holidays going uni kids??
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