all i have to say is that i'm fucking glad i'm out of high school.

but yet, the high school drama still seems to follow me.

more later.  too baffled to type.

i had to write two essays today.  i worked on the second one from about 7 until about 1:15ish.  i finally finished it and clicked print.  of course my shiteous computer decides that this is a good time to freeze.  i lost the entire second half of the essay.  i think i actually had tears in my eyes when i realized this.  i cant decide if i should ( Read more... )

i'm disgusted with how long it's been since i've been able to write anything substantial.

i've been partying way too much lately.  it's been fun, of course, and i've met tons of ridiculous and cool people.  i just feel like i need a break from all the constant drunkenness, money-spending and running around every single weekend.  i have $13 left in ( Read more... )

"it's difficult, isn't it?" god said with a weary smile.  "you're truly free for the first time.  what could be more difficult than that?"

i babysat on wednesday night and after i was done i tried to get a cab.  it was freezing outside, the wind was brutal, and there was about 3 inches of slushy snow on the ground.  i noticed that there was a black couple trying to get a cab too.  finally a cab came, and he whizzed right by them and stopped for me.  initially i assumed he hadn't seen ( Read more... )

today was a shit day.  i had class nonstop from 9:30-3:15.  had lunch and a k-mart trip with mary and gabe, which was fun but they were both shopping for their significant others and it was depressing. then i was forced to walk almost 2 miles for guitar strings because guitar center didnt have the ones i wanted. i got on the 6:20 bus to go back to ( Read more... )

...when you spend the whole thing shitfaced.  i gotta relax a little bit, or else my liver is gonna crap out by march.

for the past couple of days i've been listening to music by album rather than itunes shuffle.  i'm really enjoying this.  it's making me want to buy more albums.

i'm having a lot of weird feelings regarding my big issue (if you dont already know what it is, ask me, because i dont feel comfortable posting about it on lj, even if it's friends only ( Read more... )

i really really really need a hug right now.

i was surprised that i was able to have so much fun at such a horribly shitty party.

wardeh's party was rad though. other kid's party sucked a lot.