I am so never home anymore, and my compy is all virusy and fuckerated, in addition to being located in the storage unit room of doom. I wasn't even checkin my frakin Gmail cuz my stupid Razr could barely manage it. So, completely defiant of my personal moral values I caved and bought a tasty new Google phone with my tax return. Now I can't put the ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever potentially had my heart broken by someone I haven't even gotten the chance to love yet. There's a first for everything, I suppose. I know if you don't come to your senses like I really hope you will that there is a definite reason why. A failure to be able to embrace love without fear, and such rigid attachment to an ( Read more... )

That is truly one of the most ridiculous things that I've ever heard...your delusions are amazing. It made me laugh hysterically, and yet still bothers me so. NO ONE has ever been able to hurt me the way that you do, and the calculating manner in which you so selfishly abuse that right is disgusting. I don't wish ill will upon anyone, but I'd be ( Read more... )

2009, Jamie, will not be just another year.

It's the absolute richest I've ever imagined, with the most possibilities I've ever created, for the coolest people I've ever known, to do the greatest things that have ever been done.

Don't feel any pressure.

Let's do this,
The Universe

...so my rapist from when I was 18 e-mailed me on MySpace today to apologize. Yeah. I don't think I'm even capable of verbalizing all the things that made me feel. Can the drama please, please, please go away now? I've come to the conclusion that this stuff is going to keep happening to me until I learn to detach my myself from my circumstances ( Read more... )

Why is it the very DAY I decide I want nothing to do with men for a while they start raining upon me from the fucking sky!? Some kind of a test, I suppose. Be strong. Penises are a luxury, not a necessity!!! Never mind the whole sexual peak and all of that. GAH.

Lost my baby, getting a divorce, had my house be fucking robbed??? What the fucking fuck!? Am I gonna find out I have cancer tomorrow and get hit by a truck on Thanksgiving? SERIOUSLY. I've had quite enough, thank you. Whatever you are trying to teach me right now, Universe, save it for later cause I can't take any more of this shit. On a ( Read more... )

Wise man say don't eat Jack In The Box spicy chicken sandwich at 1:00 am right before going to bed ( Read more... )

I totally just fucking wretched from emotional distress for the first time in my entire life. I would very much like never, ever to have that experience again.

know I'm on the right track now.