There's so many things i wish i could say to her, but i keep it to myself, so i dont stress her, or ruin what she has up there, and so i dont make her feel guilty, because what i have to say would make her INCREDIBLY guilty, if you get my meaning ( Read more... )

Okie dokie ( Read more... )

Took alot of guts to do this but here we go ( Read more... )

Once, i skrewed up. One mistake can make all the times you did things right, worthless ( Read more... )

I've been putting on a smile for everyone to see... Putting on a brave face... For reasons i'm still not sure of... I know what i wanted, i know that that has never been different ( Read more... )

So yeah... Naomi is in Hull at the mo... She feels so far away, in every way ( Read more... )

So yeah, not feeling great, tho i had a great time in Aber.
Miss her more than words can say, i was torn away from her, n it hurts... Lots...
Having a debt of about 5 times more money than i've ever owned...
It hurts not being able to hug her... Cuz i need a hug right now...

Well, Nick, thats love for you...
Why does it hurt when they hurt?
Why do i smile when they smile?
I wish things were different, i wish i were rich, i wish the next 12 hours would fly by so i can be there. Where she is.
My heart is really weeping for her.
I cant bear it, because i know she cant, that above all -

That is tough.

Things have been great... I've been working on many ideas, and ways to make money, been getting alot of new ideas, and propositions sorted... Getting alot of work done... Making alot of semi-plans for the future ( Read more... )

Been staying here in Aber with Ali for 3 days now ( Read more... )