today as i lay upon my bed, drifting in that 'tween place between sleep and not, i began to wonder where the walls around my heart went. why they seem to be in ruins, and why they're so paper thin ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ( Read more... )

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i think i'm going to start writing a novel.

*nods*

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i sat around and waited.

now i'll sit around and just feel the lonliest i ever have.

i'm in so much pain.

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well, things are far from perfect.

i know they're all looking at me thinking, "okay..... um, why her?"

and then, what you have in common is amazing.

so amazing that i hurt with panic.

and to top it off, i'm just tired of things again.

yay.

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gosh, i had no idea some of you friend-types had eljay's ( Read more... )

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He pulls out pieces of the bed, one by one. It is dark-stained wood, like the photo frames. White styrophome spills out over the box like soft snow, making a subtle sound like falling rain. The stark contrast of white and dark is beautiful. While he unloads, she fusses in the kitchen by making tea and replacing the knife in the draw and humming ( Read more... )

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i didn't think it was supposed to be this way.

it hurts. gods it hurts sometimes.

mandy defence mechanism no. 1 = in affect.

it's too bad. it really is a shame.

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Griffith University: B.A.

Get Smarter Justify Anything.

more brilliance from the world of jade and mandy:

em.jay says:
this is the thing about the aria awards. it's a popularity contest of the past year. so every year, there is always one particular artist that dominates and ruins it for everyone else.
_jadey says:yeah, i know. it ( Read more... )

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wow.

i feel amazing. so much better than i thought i would - i think because i didn't realise quite just how not okay i was.

but pieces of me are fitting together again.

i feel sunshine inside.

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