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[smike1011b]

No its funny I guess i don't log onto this thing anymore. I used to need to be able to spit my thoughts out or else I'd go crazy.. but now I don't need to. I let my troubles sink in, I let any pain just do its purpose - and that is to keep me awake and aware.. I let my worries carry on, and cork everything inside. What once drove me to vent out in

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[smike1011b]

I'm in Ottawa, Canada. What keeps my ideal levels of motivation starts with a list. Everything and anything I've ever wanted to do. Skydiving, kayaking, fitness, learning to cook, mountain climbing, guitar, piano, singing, violin, reading more, watching less tv, nutrition, philosophy, etc... Anything and everything that has ever given you interest. With my job I don't make much, but it doesn't mean I have to live poor. I can make the wage of a poor man and live the life of a rich man. I moved out with only.. not even a mattress - A lawn chair padding to sleep on. I broke off all communication with my family because they only seemed to give me negative vibes, so I cut them loose until I could find myself. I worked my job with all my dreams infront of me and on my mind. I read philosophy and found friends to discuss it with, which passed the time while the list was sitting, while I added to it. And when friends weren't around I wrote songs and practiced my guitar just for shits. Doing things that interest you lead down 2 paths: 1) you