im anxious. i want to be out of this limbo and into something more secure. I cant sleep sometimes at night when I get thinking about the future... i get that nervous excited feeling. im just ready ( Read more... )

This is for you. Yes you. You know exactly who you are...

This is my journal, and if you dont like my feelings, DONT READ MY SHIT.

Thank you and have a nice day.

mmm Looking way forward to the holidays that are quickly approaching... :) I have had such an incredible time with david lately its hard to imagine being any happier. This past weekend... was perfect. Friday we had a picnic on the beach. David planed and prepared for the whole thing. With roses in the car and a simple spread ... I couldnt have ( Read more... )

I just want to cry... all the time it seems, and I have no idea why. Im antsy. I hate working at the front desk... it stresses me out, and its making me into this mean person that I DO NOT like... I get so frusterated when people are rude... like wtf did I do to you? HELLO! ohwell. I guess its all part of being a team player... but Im quickly ( Read more... )

Lets just -f-a-c-e-i-t- We're all a bunch of bullshit. Every s.i.n.g.l.e last one of us. we all bitch and complain about others bitching and complaining about us.

I caught myself last night... I bitch and I scream and I cry becuase I'm hurt, but I have to ask myself how others would feel if they knew the things I was saying. Im wrong. I'm very ( Read more... )

Im getting restless quickly... I want to make more of a difference than I am... and this job is seeming so mundane.

Something is changing inside...

Restlessness thats not going anywhere... perhaps thats why I feel so anxious to run away and start my life. I have always known that I want a family... and that I want to be a wife & mom above ( Read more... )

I am so excited to get away from reality with my baby for a while ( Read more... )

Im totally filled with bewilderment ( Read more... )

as the days wind down... with melissa leaving on maternity leave, my whole body gets tenser and tenser. With a new insurance to try to understand, the schedule filling up like crazy, and the knowledge that things are going to probably get pretty hectic around here... is totally stressing me out. Im worn down a lot... Im sure eventually I'll get ( Read more... )

I guess its time to put up some pictures of my trip with David...
A lot more of them have to be rotated, and to be honest, Im feeling pretty freaking lazy right now... and so here is what I have uploaded so far :)


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