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[smile4meplease]

i don't even know where to begin.

it finally registered my head that he really is gone. and it tears me apart. it didn't really sink in last night, i guess mostly i was in shock. i think everyone was. i cried last night alot. i thought maybe i'd be okay today. i drove to school. cried my eyes out on the way in. every song that was on the radio just

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[blackrainbow138]

birdget i'm so sorry your freind died.
thats just horrible.
i dont know if anything will make it better for you, so i wish it gets ok enough for you to feel ok.
and you dont have to feel alone in school.
you can come find me and i listen to whatever you want and i'll be there if you just want to cry.

[i_am_dude_man]

I was going to call you, or e-mail you, but I couldn't think of the words to say. I've never had to go through anything like that. And I realized that there was only one thing I knew I could do. Pray. The Bible says "Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God." So, while I may not know exactly what to say, know that I will always be there for you, full of the compassion and love that the Father has given me, and that He has called me to give to you.

Love, Eric

[smile4meplease]

i think they actually even said that at his funeral today. i love you. come visit me at school. no one talks to me there anymore really. except seth...and jackie a little. i just am alone these days.

[i_am_dude_man]

You know what, I'm going to volunteer there again for whatever remainder happens once I get back. So I promise to talk to you.