Better day today...wish the weather had stayed nice, though.

Tonight = laundry, cleaning, packing, studying for history test (muy importante), and weekly phone time with David = yay.

My parents are getting on my nerves for no reason.  Ugh.

This week is "peace":  Lord, please bless me with peace about the decisions I have made - especially about ( Read more... )

I'm tuggin' out my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head

Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you, away
Be with you ( Read more... )

I hate sad things.  Sad things that happen to good friends.  It adds to the rainy weather.

I miss some people.  Even though I see them, I miss them.

I wanna see my brother.

I cried today in the car when I was talking to my momma about not being able to live near my extended family.  Crying while driving #1.

Lorenzo got an lj.  Go him.

I don't wanna ( Read more... )

(Newsboys' version of an old song)
Where You Belong/Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus
When you´re dull from all that glitters ( Read more... )

Yesterday flew by before I knew it!  I woke up, called Paul and talked to him for an hour or so, chilled here for a while, then went to the soccer game with Jordan's parents.  It was so cold and wet!  But I was glad to be there for them.  They ended up losing 4-1 to O'Connor.  BUT, the "1" for us was SO David.  It was technically an assist, but... ( Read more... )

let it be known that o'connor sucks. 4-1 is just mean.

Last night was fun.

But.  I keep replaying the stupid mic problem in my head.  I felt good about our performance, but now...NOT to be on stage crew's back at all, b/c I'm not putting the blame on anyone, it's just unfortunate.  I was really hoping that this time Andrew and I would be able to look back on this song and have good memories of it, but ( Read more... )

What's wrong with me???  I am so...WEIRD!  And WIRED.  I need to take a deeep breath...breathe in, breathe out...whew....

Robyn: When you first said "I miss you" I thought you were joking around and that's why I made that noise, lol, but the truth is that I MISS YOU TOO!  I'm glad we had our chat this evening, and I hope it's the first of many more ( Read more... )

I don't know what's wrong with me!  I'm all smiles, all giggles, all...happiness!  And I don't really have a reason to be happy...well, I kinda do.  But I know it doesn't mean anything...it's just a thing...and I know that when I calm down and think through it, I'll be depressed...but...Olivia!  What IS it?  AAAAh.  I'm such a THIRD grader!

Today ( Read more... )

Well hey.  I had a terrible bout of a.d.d. today...man, it was bad.  Erin can testify.  I couldn't focus in jazz.  I was worse than Andrew...hard to believe, I know.  Ugh.  Other than that, I didn't fail any major tests today.  I guess 3 was enough for yesterday.  I'm scared about Friday.