i need to get stuff out.

[smile_ear2ear]

i am so angry. i am so heartbroken. i should be happy. i should have been happy .. all i ever wanted was to share my life with someone who i thought loved me. cared about me. countless kisses, hours, dollars wasted on someone who could have cared less. i don't know what hurts most, knowing i blindly believed in them or knowing deep down i should

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[sidekickrita]

why don't you do something that will make you smile... like post us some photos of this baby.... :)

[smile_ear2ear]

haha, that's ALL i do these days is hang out/take picture of the kid .. i'm uploading some to photobucket now. <3

[useyourwords]

Oh my god, I am so sorry. I read your most entry before this and UGH. I hate to read that he's treating you AND your baby poorly. You're a strong mother, you WILL get through this and find someone who deserves you AND your child. <3