anthony texted me. he said he didn't have his phone. idk ( Read more... )

i found someone to record my samples ( Read more... )

in all honesty. no sarcasm.

but really, what the hell is with people these days? i'm seriously wanting to punch a lot of people in their fucking face. had i known that damn near ALL of my closest "friends" would abandon me, I NEVER WOULD HAVE WASTED MY FUCKING TIME, EFFORT, EMOTIONS, ETC .. on these selfish fucks to begin with. seriously. i have ( Read more... )

than to put all of my eggs into one basket, but i really had hoped things would actually work out between anthony and i this time. i haven't heard from him in days and so i'm assuming that's it. i shouldn't even be worried about this now, but here i am again, being a silly girl. how much of a bitch was/am i to totally blow chad off like that for ( Read more... )

in the form of a wonderful man who is going to help me realize my dream ( Read more... )

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britney spears is now following ME on twitter.

sincerely. made my daaaay

long story short, i saw anthony yesterday. feelings that you bury far away in the back of your mind and the bottom of your heart suddenly spring back to life. goodness, i still care for him. i still want him.

this REALLY hot guy whilst driving on the freeway today in LA gave me his number. we've been texting all night and spoke earlier too. soooo why can't i stop thinking about casey? ew. pass. next please. and AS I AM TYPING this, i'm getting texts from jersey asking me if i "wanna come over and fuck tonight". sad part is, he's so serious. i haven't ( Read more... )

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