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I fucked up .. again.
It started on Thursday, we had no school on Friday so I went over Ash's house Thursday to sleep over till Saturday[today]. We were bored and decided to call my um up to ask her to bring us to the mall. So she picked us up and brought us there. It was a waste I must say. We met up with Sergio and Ashley wanted to elave with Steve. Sergio and I didn't want to, so Ash got pissed and we all went back to her house. Sergio hung out with us for a bit in the basement and my mom called. She heard his voice and I had to like and say it was Nick, Ash's mom's boyfriend and that he drove us home.
She believed it.
Friday .. our usual mall day. We went. It was alright. I was depressed because I had a lot on my mind and I was with Ash, Angie, Steven, and James. James pissed me off, Angie pissed me off, Steven .. stayed quiet and Ash .. she was fine. We went to Denny's. I fucked up and called my mom while we were there saying that Robbie's dad was going to bring us home in a little bit[it was 1o:15]. So we stayed at Denny's and I called my mom back up which was the worse thing I could do[1o:3o]. I said we were back at Ash's. She kept asking questions and what-not. And I kept lieing. So we had to leave and we did at 1o:45.
I'm too lazy now to finish.
But here are somethings that have been realized:
-I'm depressed all the time
-I cut
-I'm becoming anorexic
-I need help.