I lack emotional situation handling skills

[smile_forme]

I cannot understand how someone can love me without me loving them back. I have completely fumbled every situation when someone genuinely cared about me, It terrifies me beyond belief. I am not grateful, flattered, honored, I am completely without a doubt totally petrified. I literally ran out of a restaurant when a boy told me he cared about me,

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[poisontheseacow]

every apple
has a lovely short shelf life.
flourish while you can.

every color
eventually goes grey
no matter the hue.

every flower
will humbly shed its petals
decompose and wilt.

yr hands were like milk.
topography learned unlearned.
breath exhaled rhythmic.

this supernova
crystal in pink lemonade
do not run from it.

someday yr fingers
will be twisted and gnarled
lacking aesthetics.

before we parted
she said always remember
never to trust me.

xoxo
c