I cannot understand how someone can love me without me loving them back. I have completely fumbled every situation when someone genuinely cared about me, It terrifies me beyond belief. I am not grateful, flattered, honored, I am completely without a doubt totally petrified. I literally ran out of a restaurant when a boy told me he cared about me, ( Read more... )

I miss knowing you. I miss what we had ( Read more... )

Things I rarely or have never told anyone ( Read more... )

soft smile sad eyes ( Read more... )

I want to break away from ( Read more... )

I'm really fucking lonely

thats all

I wish you hadn't become my whole world. It's so hard to break. Not calling not being with you every day. You are my home. I don't know why I'm here if I'm not with you. Even when I make plans with my friends I don't feel like it because I saw you, i saw you are with her i know you guys are together and it fucking kills. Oh fuck. When will this be ( Read more... )

Eventually I will come to realize and fully believe that you were all wrong for me. That you knocked me down and wore me out. For now I will stand by my blubbering heart and believe every tear completly genuine. The Japanese say this kind of relationship is the most beautiful because it full of the most pain. I love you.

I feel like I can do it. I was actually thinking, it might be better if were friends, it's a lot easier to be myself when I don't have to constantly worry about how he feels and what I did to make him hurt and so forth, I can just be, and he can just be, I love run on sentences because perhaps you can sense my stream of consciousness and that if I ( Read more... )

He wants our relationship to be about sacrifice. I want it to be about acceptance.

I really just want things to work.