its a wonderful life :):):):):):):):):):):):)

[smile_its_h0oly]

so my poppys dieing, hes smoked since he was 12.hes dieing form SMOKING. i found this out on monday. he cant breath anymore and cant walk. my mom says i have to call him more often and tell him how he needs to start getting serious about things because if not the doctor says he wont be here much longer. i m closer to my grandfather then anyone

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love you.

[xxxsuga_plumxxx]

im sorry to hear about yur family and such. real sorry babe.

but im glad yur still happy. and i think i know who the email is from....u gotta tell me tomrrow!!! :D:D:D xoxoxoxoxo

i love you

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[smile_its_h0oly]

ilove you steph and cant wait to tell you all about this one!!!!!!! its great:):):):):):):):):):):):)::):):):):):):):)::):):):):)::):):):

[everpink]

first off, when did i call you any names? other then a bitch? because its the truth.. you are a bitch.. and i cant stand the way you treat me anymore.. i do so much for you holly, so much, and so does my family.. take you anywhere you want to go, im always there for you when you and bryan or you and your parents get into a fight, i never hassle you for anything.. ever.. and i never would, when is the last time i've givin you shit for something? yes i smoke, and i dont think you have the right to tell me that i'm going to do it for the rest of my life.. people die all the time from smoking, and more people die from other things.. people die, thats my point, and its so extremly petty for you to get so upset about this. I do anytihng you've ever wanted me to holly, not to sound like im making you out to be the bad guy here.. but why cant you just give it a fucking break? like seriously.. i just dont understnad you.. if you cant get over me doing this to myself.. then i think it's time for you to move on and find some non-smoking friends

[everpink]

*** not something they dont like about you, i ment something you dont like about them

[smile_its_h0oly]

i wasnt talking about you calling me names, that was bryan. why are you mad at me?. my family died of those things. thats my opion on smoking, dont judge it, i just wrote it to express my feeling. your being extremly selish, immature and you have a bad temper.

[everpink]

i'm not judging your opinion.. i'm simply telling you if you want to bitch at me constantly, you can just leave me a lone instead, and not talk to me about anything.. selfish eh? i'm being selfish? tell me how i'm being selfish darlin, because i'd really like to know.. and dont you ever call me immature, your the one being immature, i never smoke around you.. so its not hurting you, talking abuot smoking around you isnt going to kill you either, so i think you made a mistake there and should have called yourself immature.. i'll admit, i do have a temper.. but only when people blow things out of proportion and act stupid, like your showing here.

[everpink]

and should i take pitty on you because your family died of those things? do you want me to feel so bad that i change my life just because your family died of those things? i thought you'd remember holly.. but obviously its not that important to you.. but my grandmother died of smoking too, and so did my uncle.. and a lot of other people in my family.. but like always.. its all about you isnt it?

[demophobe]

im surprised you can stay happy despite the histor repeating itself in your family. good show

[xxxsuga_plumxxx]

thats one thing you shoudl know about holly....no matter what is going on she ALWAYS finds a reason to smile. i love it.

[smile_its_h0oly]

i love you steph!!!!!! and ims o0o0o dying to tell you this becasue its awesomely great!!!! and i think i might bust!!!!!! i just love everyone:):):):):):):):

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[xxxsuga_plumxxx]

hehehehe babe!!!! go on icq!!!! yAy!!!!