contemporary visions
in a low-grade standard mind
controlling doubtful pleasures
this touch is no longer kind
pictures line the walls
of a thousand broken hearts
one by one they weep
the abuse has yet to start
food is left by anorexic
hobos beg for dimes
pills are comsumed
drugs line happy lives
kidnappings dim happiness
deaths follow through
vacancy continues
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today seems like a good day... steve wants to hang out but i might hang out with brent. ITS MAX'S BIRTHDAY! hes getting a tattoo today and steves giving it to him... scary eh? HA. i can't wait for the new cky cd to come out. i know gk can't either. i learned some green day songs last night, theyre all easy but its a start. im gunna work my ass off ( Read more... )

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well i feel grossly full right now. i was like 'okay im going to eat' so i ate a poptart and some ships and then vic wanted to take us out to dinner. i couldnt say no and ended up eating a chicken quesidilla there 2 and now i feel fatly stuffed. bleh. i wrote andy an email today and i doubt he'll write back... i wouldn't. i feel bad about last ( Read more... )

well this morning, mom came in the room... shes worried about me again, but whats new. julie told her about me not eating and she my mom read my livejournal, now she knows EVERYTHING. thanx for nothing... how retarded. im going to be on anti-depressants i guess and im going back to see my counsler. i hate everyone

-<3 brit

okay, today ashley left. im going to miss that bizatch. i saw napolian dynamite tonight with alex, emily and nick (em's boyfriend). it was funny. lmao, i want an icon from that movie. we walked to coldstone, when to caribue, where we played a lil bit of uno, then the fockers closed on us and interupted our game. we walked to taco bell and sat there ( Read more... )

woo hoo! i got some pics of me and ashley. they turned out really good and im the one with the dark hair...im practicing... haha, ill write later if i get the chance. some shit happened that i want to write but am too lazy right now

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enchantment fills the air
as liquid-sunshine descends
once a cold, bitter setting
drops show pain always ends

penetrating heaven's above
a sparkle with a twist
drops endure my yearning tougne
a sweet, refreshing mist

love strikes my heart
whenever i gaze upon him
when were united im unharmed
alike, the intoxicating rain

by- me